so hey.. its been a while.


3 more weeks of school. / ? not sure yet. but i really need to collect phone #s from a bunch of people if i ever want to speak to them again. and i have this shit english paper to finish. if i don't then i have to make up another semester of english which will suck. i'm failing the english language right now. i'm not failing any of my other classes. math teacher's still such a bitch. she got mad at me for trying to help someone. and i know she knew that we weren't cheating or copying or anything. so whytf did i get in trouble? grr. i guess that article was right, it said most teachers were more concerned with your test scores and grades than what you actually know. friggin bs.

so then, that's enough ranting for now. to remind most of you, i am still incredibly single. not a huge problem. but yeah, there is definitely someone that i like no naming names, because i'm damn sure some of you know who he is. haha. but yeah, he's really friggin cute. he has dark eyes and awesome hair. younger than me but taller of course. sadly, i've only talked to him a few times, but those were good times i still cant say much more about him though until i talk to him some more. i'm really gnna try to do that too. yes i have a few schoolgirl moments, but not as much as LAUREN (luvubabe) so there

well. anything else? well i went to gf yesterday morning. went to lowe's and bought plants for mom, pansies, snapdragons, a hanging basket, and three little calla lilies in different colors. i took pictures and imported them on my own comp, so i might get some up later. went to best buy. got my mom the new seether cd. got myself some alkaline trio (crimson) and head automatica (popaganda). lovely music going on here. i totally recommend all of those. then we just bought groceries. we got sunbutter - like peanut butter, but sunflower seeds instead - omg its so yummy!

i've been trying to write some more, too. i've got a long running love-ish poem in google docs and i have no idea how close it is to being done. sometime in the next few weeks, i'll upload all of the stuff i've been working on recently. i have three more art projects to finish this year. advanced pottery, non-clay sculpture, and painting masterwork.

oh gosh, and i forgot about contest! i entered two different contests, with a sculpture in both and also a painting in one of them. the sculpture got a single star at minnesota state high school league (mshsl), and best clay sculpture at northwest art exhibit (nwea). i'll have pictures of those too.
small town news!
haha coke love if u notice, the girl i was kneeling with was wearing a coca cola shirt, as was i. and as i say that, i drink.

i should probably keep writing that paper. i won't though, of course. (stupid)

eternal love to A7X
oh yeah, and


i used to long for broken bones
i used to long for a casket to call my own
i never had a problem facing fear
but i'm done, over and out my dear